I am freelance intelligence. Currently trying to understand capitalism.

Tuesday, 30 September 2014

There's so much to say, for you..

There's so much to say, for you
Since the time we first met, many things happened
Since the time we've parted, more things happened
I'm glad to saw you last time
You looked awesome. You looked so happy.
Me too

I was wondering whether we will really be parted after that conflict
I was always hoping the time to back at a moment when you walked with wet red eyes and turned back for a second
I was always hoped I can repeat what I did at that scene
I was always hoped at that second, I can run to catch you, say sorry
And then we talked about everything, release all anger

You know that I love you because I told you, I declared my love with a word I love you
Later I realized you didn't really got that from what I've done for you
You know, I was thinking that we were very difficult to be together
I don't even have a quarter of your mate criteria
And you don't even own a half of mine

If I have the ability to drive my feeling
I will never choose to love you

Since we were parted,
I tried to put someone inside my feeling
Several times I realized my heart stopped at the middle
I remembered you
I remembered all the stupidity I've made
I remembered your laugh, your words, your smile, your anger, your ignorance

It was never easy for me
I hope we can sit and talk together
Not to talk about the past
Nor to talk about the future
I just want to enjoy the moment,
I think I will say,
You looks a little bit different this time. em, you know I have so much to say, for you


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