I am freelance intelligence. Currently trying to understand capitalism.

Friday, 31 October 2014

Cinta Datang Terlambat

tak kumengerti mengapa begini, waktu dulu ku tak pernah merindu..
tapi saat semuanya berubah, kau jauh dariku, pergi tinggalkanku..

Waktu seperti begitu cepat berlari. Meninggalkan kita yang terlalu lama untuk memahami kata hati. Memang penyesalan selalu datang di kemudian hari, tanpa pernah terbayang kehadirannya waktu kamu masih di sini. 

mungkin memang ku cinta, mungkin memang ku sesali, pernah tak hiraukan rasamu, dulu..
aku hanya ingkari kata hatiku saja, tapi mengapa kini, cinta datang terlambat..

Ketika dulu aku harus memilih, antara kamu atau dia. Ah, aku hanya tak pernah berfikir bahwa kamu punya perasaan yang lebih dari sekadar teman. Andai saja waktu dapat kembali lagi. 

                    "Aku pengen ngomong sama kamu"
                    "Aku juga pengen cerita sama kamu"
                    "Ok, kamu duluan"
...

Jarum pendek di arlojiku telah bergeser beberapa mili. Dan waktu seperti berhenti setelah sekian lama tak kujumpai senyuman itu. 

mungkin memang ku cinta, mungkin memang ku sesali, pernah tak hiraukan rasamu, dulu..
aku hanya ingkari kata hatiku saja, tapi mengapa kini, cinta datang terlambat..
                      "Udah lama ya nunggunya?"
                      "Enggak kok, nggak selama kamu"
                      "Hahaha, udah yuk, keburu macet"

                      
Song: Cinta datang terlambat, Maudy Ayunda..



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Thursday, 9 October 2014

It's not really anything she said, and..

It's not really anything she said, or anything she did.. it was, the feeling that came along with it..
may be she know that, when she saw me.. and may be the worst part of this was not loosing her, it's loosing me.
- i knew you were trouble


you know, everything has changed. you, i. it looks like tomorrow will never gonna be the same. before i know you, i never imagine anything beautiful come and see my days. you, i.

you know, it will never gonna be the same. the time we passed, the flowers we kissed, the feeling i missed you. i know it's a simple matter. it just about, feeling. you, i.

you know, we will not live together. you, i. yes, we can't. no, you. i don't really mean, you leave. but let see the stars tomorrow, it should be beautiful. you, i. saw them last year.

you know, i'll always put your name in my coffee cup. it was the same. but not what i feel. it was different. you, i.

yes, you, and i..







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