There's so much to say, for you..

There's so much to say, for you
Since the time we first met, many things happened
Since the time we've parted, more things happened
I'm glad to saw you last time
You looked awesome. You looked so happy.
Me too

I was wondering whether we will really be parted after that conflict
I was always hoping the time to back at a moment when you walked with wet red eyes and turned back for a second
I was always hoped I can repeat what I did at that scene
I was always hoped at that second, I can run to catch you, say sorry
And then we talked about everything, release all anger

You know that I love you because I told you, I declared my love with a word I love you
Later I realized you didn't really got that from what I've done for you
You know, I was thinking that we were very difficult to be together
I don't even have a quarter of your mate criteria
And you don't even own a half of mine

If I have the ability to drive my feeling
I will never choose to love you

Since we were parted,
I tried to put someone inside my feeling
Several times I realized my heart stopped at the middle
I remembered you
I remembered all the stupidity I've made
I remembered your laugh, your words, your smile, your anger, your ignorance

It was never easy for me
I hope we can sit and talk together
Not to talk about the past
Nor to talk about the future
I just want to enjoy the moment,
I think I will say,
You looks a little bit different this time. em, you know I have so much to say, for you

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Memahami teks atau konteks?

Aku lebih suka berteman dengan orang yang bisa salah, dari pada berteman dengan orang yang pasti benar dan selalu benar. orang semacam itu mengerikan. -@noffret ..

Saya merasa ada sebuah perubahan situasi yang sangat terasa sejak saya mulai menginjak usia remaja. Dulu, ketika kecil saya tidak pernah membayangkan informasi dapat menyebar seluas dan secepat ini. Dulu saya selalu mengalami kesulitan untuk membaca habis surat kabar yang biasa saya beli di akhir pekan. Saya dulu merasa seperti informasi baru berubah setiap minggunya. Ya, saya dulu berfikir dan mengalami hal seperti itu.

Sekarang, saya melihat dunia ini seperti seringkali diramaikan oleh amarah yang kosong. Begitu cepat informasi sampai di pikiran orang-orang, dan begitu cepat pula pikiran mereka merespon tanpa mencoba memahami terlebih dahulu. Akhir-akhir ini begitu banyak kasus yang ramai di media sosial dan kita dapat menjumpai begitu banyak opini yang marah dan kosong.

Saya coba berfikir dan mencari pemikiran-pemikiran teman-teman lain, sampai pada sebuah kesimpulan; opini yang marah dan kosong itu karena pikiran hanya digunakan untuk memahami teks, bukan konteks. Satu hal yang sebenarnya sangat disayangkan juga, banyak kalangan akademisi yang kalau dipikir-pikir mendapatkan pendidikan yang bagus juga hanya menggunakan pikirannya untuk sebatas memahami secara tekstual. haha..  

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